a patch of wild grace: Ice Storm

Ice Storm
Robert Hayden (1913-1980)

Unable to sleep, or pray, I stand
by the window looking out
at moonstruck trees a December storm
has bowed with ice.
Maple and mountain ash bend
under its glassy weight,
their cracked branches falling upon
the frozen snow.
The trees themselves, as in winters past,
will survive their burdening,
broken thrive. And am I less to You,
my God, than they?

(1966)

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Job 38:22-30 (NIV)

Have you entered the storehouses of the snow
    or seen the storehouses of the hail,
which I reserve for times of trouble,
    for days of war and battle?
What is the way to the place where the lightning is dispersed,
    or the place where the east winds are scattered over the earth?
Who cuts a channel for the torrents of rain,
    and a path for the thunderstorm,
to water a land where no one lives,
    an uninhabited desert,
to satisfy a desolate wasteland
    and make it sprout with grass?
Does the rain have a father?
    Who fathers the drops of dew?
From whose womb comes the ice?
    Who gives birth to the frost from the heavens
when the waters become hard as stone,
    when the surface of the deep is frozen?

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Photo: Jeffrey Czum, 2018.

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Robert Hayden was an American poet, essayist, and educator who served as Consultant in Poetry to the Library of Congress from 1976 to 1978, a role known today as Poet Laureate of the United States. He was the first African-American writer to hold the office. Hayden’s idea of poetry has always been of it as an artistic frame rather than a polemical demonstration, addressing qualities shared by mankind such as social justice. And yet, this extended to how he perceived himself, preferring to identify as an American rather than Black poet, inciting controversy for supposedly abandoning his racial heritage to conform to the standards of a white literary establishment. Nevertheless, Hayden is known for the exactness of his language in his craft, as well as his command of poetic structures and techniques. This is evident in his poem ‘Ice Storm’.

The poem’s language is sparse and precise, evocative and simple. It begins, ‘Unable to sleep, or pray, I stand / by the window looking out’. That which he sees forms the visual anchor of the poem: the word ‘moonstruck’ vividly draws to mind the tree bathed in moonlight, ‘bowed with ice’ yields an image of a tree bent by the pressures of winter. The ‘Maple and mountain ash bend /under its glassy weight’ until ‘cracked branches’ fall. This vision of unrelenting turmoil, that which bends a resilient organism to the point of breaking,  made me think of the climactic conclusion of Job where God reveals himself.

In response to the bitterness of Job’s protestations, God declares in chapter 38, ‘Have you entered the storehouses of snow / or seen the storehouses of the hail / which I reserve for times of trouble’? God is the originator of all that is fearsome and moving about the extremity of winter, He who ‘gives birth to the frost from the heavens’. This grand sweep of creation that God presents, extending beyond the bitterness of cold to deserts, wasteland, and grass, is meant to humble Job and remind him of God’s divine sovereignty.

And in Hayden’s poem, confronted by the relentlessness of the storm, he too is reminded of a kind of divinity. Hayden subscribed to the Baha’i faith, so I do not want to conflate his conception of God with ours, but the final line nevertheless bears some resonance for us. Seeing the trees that will ‘survive their burdening’, the speaker asks, ‘am I less to You / my God, than they?’ The trees are symbols of persistence and renewal, and though they bend and they break, they survive. Hayden’s poetic vision reminds of similar ends to suffering, of bearing the presence of God in the midst of difficulty, while also remembering that we are not any less than the rest of what God has created. Confronted with the tremendous force of nature, the speaker is reminded of a kind of divine faithfulness and provision, one that is not too distant from Job’s reminder of divine sovereignty.

What reminds you of God’s power? What reminds you that He cares for you?

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© 1966 Robert Hayden

a patch of wild grace: Thank You

Thank You
Ross Gay (b. 1974)

If you find yourself half naked
and barefoot in the frosty grass, hearing,
again, the earth’s great, sonorous moan that says
you are the air of the now and gone, that says
all you love will turn to dust,
and will meet you there, do not
raise your fist. Do not raise
your small voice against it. And do not
take cover. Instead, curl your toes
into the grass, watch the cloud
ascending from your lips. Walk
through the garden’s dormant splendor.
Say only, thank you.
Thank you.

(2006)


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1 Thessalonians 5:14-18 (NIV)

And we urge you, brothers and sisters, warn those who are idle and disruptive, encourage the disheartened, help the weak, be patient with everyone. Make sure that nobody pays back wrong for wrong, but always strive to do what is good for each other and for everyone else.

Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.

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Photo: Johannes Rapprich, 2017.

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Ross Gay is a poet and academic who teaches creative writing and literature at Indiana University and Drew University. His recent collection of essays, The Book of Delights (2019), brought me a great deal of joy in the months just after lockdown in Singapore, with each piece functioning as a journal-type entry cataloguing a moment of delight or elation that Gay felt in a specific day. This undercurrent of joyfulness runs throughout his work, such as in his award-winning poetry collection Catalog of Unabashed Gratitude (2015), a humming commitment to the question of how, as he describes, ‘we attend to the ways that we make each other possible.’

‘Thank You’, taken from his first collection Against Which (2006), is a stunning example of this. In place of anger, frustration, violence, or vindictiveness, it insists on attentiveness, awe, and gratitude. It is atmospheric and evocative, particularly as a poem written in the conditional and the second person, addressing a ‘you’ that is ‘half naked / and barefoot in the frosty grass’, reminded of the ephemerality of being ‘the air of the now and gone’ and the voice of the earth that ‘says all that you love will turn to dust’. This recognition of our transitory existence is one to be met not with the raising of ‘your fist’ or your ‘small voice’, nor with the act of taking ‘cover’.

The turn in the poem is seamless, syllogistic. The speaker continues with a litany of quick, sensory delights, brief moments of great pleasure: the tactility of curling ‘your toes into the grass’, the visibility of evaporated breath as a ‘cloud / ascending from your lips’, and the deliberateness of walking through ‘the garden’s dormant splendor’. Gay’s poem is one that sees despair and brings it to rest, quiet before the calm of gratitude. It reminds me of the scriptural injunction of 1 Thessalonians to ‘give thanks in all circumstances’, a corollary of doing ‘what is good for each other and for everyone else.’ Most reassuringly, this is done because ‘this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.’

What brings us back to a place of gratitude?

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© 2006 Ross Gay

a patch of wild grace: The Bright Field

The Bright Field
R. S. Thomas (1913-2000)

I have seen the sun break through
to illuminate a small field
for a while, and gone my way
and forgotten it. But that was the
pearl of great price, the one field that had
treasure in it. I realise now
that I must give all that I have
to possess it. Life is not hurrying

on to a receding future, nor hankering after
an imagined past. It is the turning
aside like Moses to the miracle
of the lit bush, to a brightness
that seemed as transitory as your youth
once, but is the eternity that awaits you.

(1975)

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Exodus 3:1-10 (NIV)

Now Moses was tending the flock of Jethro his father-in-law, the priest of Midian, and he led the flock to the far side of the wilderness and came to Horeb, the mountain of God. There the angel of the Lord appeared to him in flames of fire from within a bush. Moses saw that though the bush was on fire it did not burn up. So Moses thought, “I will go over and see this strange sight—why the bush does not burn up.”

When the Lord saw that he had gone over to look, God called to him from within the bush, “Moses! Moses!”

And Moses said, “Here I am.”

“Do not come any closer,” God said. “Take off your sandals, for the place where you are standing is holy ground.” Then he said, “I am the God of your father, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac and the God of Jacob.” At this, Moses hid his face, because he was afraid to look at God.

The Lord said, “I have indeed seen the misery of my people in Egypt. I have heard them crying out because of their slave drivers, and I am concerned about their suffering. So I have come down to rescue them from the hand of the Egyptians and to bring them up out of that land into a good and spacious land, a land flowing with milk and honey—the home of the Canaanites, Hittites, Amorites, Perizzites, Hivites and Jebusites. And now the cry of the Israelites has reached me, and I have seen the way the Egyptians are oppressing them. So now, go. I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt.”

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Photo: Jackson Jorvan, 2017.

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R. S. Thomas, a preeminent poet of the 20th-century, served as an Anglican priest in Wales. Thomas’ works have been a source of great solace to me if anything because his work displays an uncompromising willingness to articulate what it feels to be abandoned by God, or as a friend has described it, the sensation of God having just left a room you’ve entered. Thomas’s poem ‘Sea-Watching’ articulates this well: ‘There were days, / so beautiful the emptiness / it might have filled, / its absence was its presence’.

More than any other poet I know, Thomas grapples with the question of doubt that arises from this perception of absence, a similar sense of anguished yearning expressed by St. John of the Cross in his writing on the Dark Night of the Soul. It is of particular comfort given that Thomas is a priest, deeply ensconced in the work of making piety comprehensible to his parish every Sabbath, and yet that he wrestles as candidly as he does with God in his observations of prayer, landscape, and his flock. Compounding Thomas’s sense of anguish is the puncturing of any romanticism he may have carried with him to his rural congregation in Wales, the realisation that there is nothing inherently praiseworthy about desolation or inherently wise about shepherds, as was detailed in his poem ‘Welsh Landscape’. Thomas also experienced a linguistic estrangement from his Welsh identity, having only learned to speak it late in life. One detects these disgruntlements expressed in his poetry time and again.

In the light of this, his poem ‘The Bright Field’ holds a kind of epiphanic power, a moment where the presence of God is so unequivocal that it breaks through to the weary believer. The speaker begins with the forgetting of beauty, the sun breaking through ‘to illuminate a small field / for a while’, and the eventual realisation that it is ‘the / pearl of great price’, that which ‘I must give all that I have / to possess it.’ The metaphorical language Thomas employs is biblical, the glimpse of beauty a reflection of one’s salvation in Christ. It is the remembrance of this effulgent beauty that drives the speaker to articulate that ‘Life is not hurrying / on to a receding future, nor hankering after / an imagined past’, the thousand little anxieties that consign us to worrying about the passage of time.

It is at the poem’s apex that Thomas invokes Moses, ‘turning aside’ to ‘the miracle of the lit bush’. It is the climactic, irreversible, unassailable declaration of presence that Moses encounters in Exodus, the ‘flames of fire from within a bush’ where God calls him to deliver his people from slavery. This ‘strange sight’ is one that sanctifies all that is around it, as God commands Moses to remove his sandals at holy ground, ready to be anointed for the task of bringing the Israelites to a ‘land flowing with milk and honey’. Moses’ appointment as deliverer places him in the continuum of servants who came before him – Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. And so it is with Thomas that the presence and instruction of God make themselves so clear, so unavoidable, that he cannot help but embrace ‘a brightness / that seemed as transitory as your youth’, one that itself embodies ‘the eternity that awaits you’.

Thomas’s poem is one to be read slowly. Just as Thomas’ speaker is suddenly made aware of the presence of God, what may be done out of our present yearnings and strivings to seek His face? And how can the memory of such encounters with God grant us strength and comfort when He suddenly feels silent, absent, or far away?

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© 1975 R. S. Thomas

On Seeing: Preface

by Daisuke Chew

This is a curated series of reflections, Scripture, images, paintings, and questions around the theme of “On Seeing.”

see

verb (sees, seeing, saw; past participle seen)

  • perceive with the eyes; discern visually.
  • be or become aware of something from observation or from a written or other visual source.
  • be a spectator of; watch.
  • discern or deduce after reflection or from information; understand.
  • ascertain after inquiring, considering, or discovering an outcome.
  • experience or witness.
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